Empty bottle and consumed mind wouldn’t let me sleep
Eventually, folded open the chair and hung out on the terrace
There was a cool breeze and moist air
I put my leg on the railing and sunk back in my chair
Aimlessly staring at the infinity
Shiny stars caught my eyes.
Searching and analysing strange pattern
Suddenly I realised
How beautiful the dark sky looked…
It reminded me
Reminded me that I am alone
But I shouldn’t feel lonely
I don’t know where to go
But I shouldn’t feel lost
I don’t know who to trust
But I shouldn’t lose the faith
It assured me
Assured me that
With all its stars
It shall keep me accompanied
All throughout the dark night
Even if I fell asleep
It will keep the darkness
Lit with stars
If I couldn’t find my way back home
Sirius will always shine bright for me
It smiled at me
Quietly pointing at the lost n lonely moon
It wanted me to see
Amongst the cluster of prettiest and shining stars
How lonely the moon awaited
Tirelessly borrowing the light to reflect
To soothe someone
To accompany someone through the dark night
And I questioned
If the moon felt lonely…
With the blow of each breeze
The clouds slid by smoothly
Tenderly giving way to those milky stars
And spotless skies
With every passing moment
I could see more and more stars
And now I was unable to keep track of them
Guess that is what the dark skies wanted out of me
I gave in
But just before my eyelids got heavy
And I filled my lungs with breath
I blinked
And it reminded
I’m not alone
I’m still not free
I still miss you.
Neo
you should rename your blog 'apocryphal, abstract, endless, maddening, and someone else's reality' ;P
ReplyDeleteThink u need to let go ... Dolly.
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